| Location | Rossendale Lancs |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 27/04/2006 |
| Date of Death | 27/04/2006 |
| Visitors | 581 since 22/03/2009 |
| Creator |
I found out i was expecting you when i was around 5 weeks and i only told your sister Chloe who was 12 at the time. I started with spotting within a fortnight and went to the midwife who told me unless it became heavy things would be fine. You had been living inside me for 11 weeks when the bleeding became heavy and went back to the midwife who sent me to the hospital they did tests and said i was fine i was sent home with an appointment to see my midwife for her to book me in (4 days later) The bleeding settled down and i thought we were out of the woods when i went and got my booking in notes, 2 days later i started feeling a little weird (its the only way i can explain it) i was getting ready for your eldest brother's parents evening and could'nt decide if to go or not, i had an urgent need for the loo but as i sat down i felt your body being released from mine, you fell into the toilet i spun round and grabbed you out of the bowl and held you tight hoping you were still ok, but knowing you had gone how could you of survived see I was only 12 weeks into my 6th pregnancy,i shouted your dad to come up, the thing was i still had'nt told him about you, (we were going through a rough patch at the time and me telling him about you would'nt of been right) so i garbled something out, i think i was in shock. He took a look at you and asked if i really was pregnant. I went into auto-pilot i wrapped you up carefully making you safe and warm see you'd had a shock delivery, i took you to the parents evening (i could'nt bear to leave you just yet)i felt faint all evening but i had promised to go and speak to the teachers and felt i could'nt let people down.The day after me and your dad went to the doctors and it was then i took a last look at you and passed you to the doctor who was to send you away to confirm you were perfect and it was my body that had rejected you. I wish you could still be here with me and your 3 brothers and 2 sisters, sadly me and your dad broke up last year but we all remember you and love you as if you were here. Before i left you with the doctor i took pictures of you. You got the name HOLLY as the day i lost you your big sister Chloe came home and said she had found a key-ring with Holly written on it, we decided that was what you were going to be called when you were born sadly we never got the chance. so there you are up in heaven looking down on us, we don't forget to come and say night to you. We miss you so much.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
for you angel xx
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